saidly my best friend john harman (trev) die before Christmas he took his own life... like he said to me we were sent to both meet each other from god the years we spent many nights and days smoking away . you were so good to me trev i dont no why you have left me and your kids with no notice?? you will alwas be alive in my hart. and i will never forget you. i loved the spokey towns, and my super 18 birthady was crazy ...... you were so happy and cilled with me in wimbourne you sud neva of went to brazil to meet that woman... u have made me so sad :( trev i cryed tears for u ... and also smashed into my punch bag and split it the day i found out .. you never had a go on my new bike or sore it ..............shitttttttttt i feel so bad i need to see u will defaintly c u in hevan if i play my life right xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx r.i.p

I WISH YOU DID NOT TAKE UR LIFE AWAY SO EARLY I LOVED U TREV WE WERE SENT TO MEET EACH OTHER FROM GOD LIKE WE BOTH SAID!!! U WILL ALWAYS BE ALIVE ME MY HART I WILL SEE YOU IN HAVEN XXXXXXXXXXXXXX R I P

treva were are u its ur od friend her missing u loads and cant wait to see you soon i have sent u a mail wiv ma number m8 c u soon